i weigh 89! :)

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92 pounds folks!

i cant believe it! *stay strong~stay thin*

life is pretty much perfect

some new pics of me. feel free to use these for thinspo if you'd like.
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drunk as hell=wild.happy.but very foolish.

i am a whore. no other way to put it.

i got drunk last night. like really drunk. didnt have a binge though, thank god.

ran around till 5 in the morning with 3 horny guys all wanting to get laid. the first one got a little too much beer and had to go home, the second one turned out to be creepy, suididel ( and not to mention he has a jail record i found out about *after* he has bsed me for 6 fucking hours) and started threatening my other friends and my brother so we basicly forced him to go back to his apartment before he got worse, and the third one. haha he came back to my house and got laid. twice. i fucked him in my bedroom, it was as hot as hell, i was trashed and he was fucking tired too but we lay in my bed and snuggled and talked for an hour and then we fucked again. not the greatest sex ive had, but hey, i was wasted, what do u exspect. damn what a fucked up night. i drove him home, hit the shower and got a half hour nap. now i have to clean up the whole house before my parents fly in 2nite. imma be a busy bitch.

talk about crazy. im thinking i should really settle down for awhile haha.

im on another liquid fast, its going well. i drink a shitload of diet sodas and eat gum. it works. =)

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Before and After pictures

thats me on the left.

i love bones

i love me some bones!

i crave the feeling i get when i touch my hip bones potruding out and feel my backbone clearly defined. perfect.

who needs food? life has so much more to offer than a moment of pleasure from some fatty/greasy/sugery piece of crap you can put in your mounth.

i'm starting a 7-day fast! nothing till next sunday!

im going to stock up on diet pills!

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dear whoever-created-reesescups,

...you are a monster. and a motherfucker.
the end


well, lets just say last night wasnt the greatest.

i fucked up. bigtime.

in my drunken stupor i had:
who knows how many glasses of wine and beer
2 bowls of cereal
3 reeses cups
half a salad
a bunch of grapes
2 bananas

and im sure more, except i cant remember....

i woke up a few hours later with a big-ol bloated stomach and threw up and threw up. it was voilent and bloody. and i dont ever EVER EVER want to get drunk again.


its too bad REALLY. just the NIGHT BEFORE i had been showing off my toned abbs (at the flirtasous request of 3 hotties) at the gym to whistles and compliments.

and NOW!
fuck my life
fuck ME
fuck FOOD

i will never EVER get wasted again.
*stay strong~stay thin~STAY SOBER*

FML

dont ever get drunk
im a fucking bitch
just had a fucked up drunken binge
dont get drunk
ever

always drink lots of water when u take laxitives!

for the last few days ive been going good! i havnt eaten anything but 2 forced breakfast's which i purged right afterword in the shower. and good news, i met 3 more hot guys at the gym! one of them is a darn Hercules! he is majorly hot and his guns are like WOW!

YESTERDAY!
my mom forced a bowl of barley on me (193 cal) and so right after breakfast i took a shower and threw it up.

THEN, my dad was in a pissed off mood and we got in a fight and he yelled at me for barfing in the shower. WOW! i had no idea he even knew. it really pissed me off and i cried for 2 hours. and then i took a bunch of laxitives. way too many, i dont even know how many but too many. and i didnt drink enough water with them.
about 4 oclock pm i was feeling really weird and naousous so i went to bed. and then i got sicker and sicker. my face started swelling up and i kept choking and i couldnt breath so i drank 3 glasses of water and i still felt like i was dying. my mom was really worried and wanted to take me to the hospital but i said NO. she forced 3 bites of pasta down my throat "to go with the pain medicine." i was too weak to throw it up tho. my sister told me i should go to the hospital too but i said i was fine. geez, if i had gone they would have taken a urine sample and found out i had taken laxitives. so i took like 10 sleeping pills and tried to fall asleep. my little brothers literly thought i was dying becuz they know i dont eat anything and they thought i was finally starving to death and they begged me to eat. poor guys are way to young to have to deal with my drama. i finally fell asleep and this morning i feel way better.

MORAL OF THE STORY! please sure u drink plenty of water when u take laxitives! i didnt and had a fucked up nite of pain!

This morning i had:
2 diet pills
2 laxitives (for the pasta last nite)
3 black kohash (mood support)


Lunch
2 diet pills
1 cup of bullion. (5 cal)

and im about to go running!
im not sure how much i wiegh rite now becuz the scale is broken but im pretty sure im somewhere around 104 or so.

By the way! i plan on posting pics later this week if i can. when i hit 100 again im going to take a million!

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last 3 days...

Saturday was BLISS!

in the morning i had my usual apple-cider pills, and then i popped in some gum to help me along.

for lunch i took some mood pills and energy pills with my apple-cider pills...

THEN...
my mom came home and told me i could go to the YMCA!!!!! for 3 hours!!!!

i burned about 5oo cal on the treadmill and then did weights and situps for another hour. there were about 7 cute guys there and they all flirted with me cuz i was def the hottest girl there. geez! i love being thin! i can remember going to workout feeling like a damn whale and wearing a big tee shirt so no one could see how fat i was. now, i wear my tightest tees and dont have to worry about love handles or belly pouches. one of the guys there was in the fire department and he was FINEEEE. i swear he just ate me up with his eyes. a year ago he wouldnt have NOTICED me!!!!!

i came home, told my mom i had already eaten and then hopped in the shower. then my bro told me he was bringing home his friend D. D is a fuckin hottie who i made out with the last time we were hanging out. i was sooo excited. i put on my sexiest underwear, got all shaved and purfumed, and then it turned out he couldnt come!

I swear. I ALMOST BINGED. I ALMOST WENT DOWN TO THE KITCHEN AND ATE THE WHOLE CABINET!

but i DIDNT!!!!!!

nope.

i stayed up in my room, took some sleeping pills, and went to bed.

VICTORY!!!


then on sunday.

my dad was home so he forced me to eat breakfast. stood there the whole time, watching me to see if i ate it.
1 bowl of rice 120 cal
1 banana 80 cal
he tried to get me to eat a egg but i secretly gave it to my little brother.

we were heading out the door so i couldnt purge but when we got home i went on a 7 mile run. what an amazing day for a run.

when i got back my dad also forced a bowl of soup on me and so as soon as i ate it, i hopped in the shower and purged it all out. thank god for a loud shower. my dad listens outside the door sometimes so see if im throwing up but this time he was taking a nap.

for supper i told my dad i had already eaten and went to bed early.

this morning i had 1 banana and i took some laxatives to make sure it comes out....

stay thin my lovelys!
im hoping when i have more time on here i can respond to some comments and check out ur blogs!~ xoxoxoxox



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Pic of the day....

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todays intake

today i had~
for breakfast:
2 apple-cider vinegar weight loss pills
2 energy pills
3 st johns wort pills (to put me in a good mood)
1 cup of green tea

my mom was gone so i got away with not eating breakfast and when my dad came downstairs i told him i had already eaten.

Lunch:
1 bowl of steamed veggies. 100 cal.

i felt guilty for eating them so i purged them up and felt much better.

Supper:
2 apple-cider vinegar weight loss pills

my mom is gone again and so i can get away with not eating. I'll just tell her ive already eaten when she gets back tonite.

*stay strong~stay thin*

thin=happy

HEY guys...

this blog is about my journey for the perfect body. a thin one.

my name is rebecca, im 16 and i live in the US.
(i wont have my last name on here for privacy reasons.)
I am 5'8 and currently 110, on my way down. :)

i first started watching my weight when i was 14. i was 5'7 and weighed about 120 or so. i dieted some, but mostly went on 6 mile walks and pigged out the rest of the time. thankfully, my weight didnt increase much at all and i remained about the same weight for the whole year until the last month when i put on about 10 pounds. and that weight stayed on for some of my 15th year, and then in the summer i went back down to 120 for 2 weeks or so and then i went up to 140 (OMG). i was a fat pig and i binged almost every day and then i would go running to try and burn off come of the extra calories i was gobbling down. thankfully, in November i got on the ball and started watching what i ate again. oh yes, and i learner the Wonderful Art of Purging. :) I went down to 125 and felt super skinny. lol Last month i lost another 20 pounds and i was on top of the world. Right now i'm at 110 but every day brings me closer to my Goal Weight of 100! i'll be posting on here about my food intake, weight loss tips, and random stuff about my day. and yes, i'll be recording my messups too.

lets face it. everyone wants to be hot. well, hot is THIN. there's no denying it. so if ur with me on that, follow my blog and we can do this together.

there are so many hot guys out there, the only way to get them is to be a SKINNY BITCH!


lets rock.